somebody save me from hell!!!!

Sometimes i just feel so tired telling people i am tired... can't they just see and feel it? droppy shoulders. Expressionless face. dull speaking tone... Isn't it obvious?

But thank goodness i have got great friends who understand and cheer me up! Wanna say a big THANK YOU! to Rubee, Sorra and Boon boobs... they gave me such a wonderful time for valentines' day... had quite an amount of food.. but the laughter made us all full in the end...

Qualitative/ Quantitative Analysis

One big breast/balls, or three small breasts/balls

Think hard.

That, i supposed was the question of the year

But pictures are out too.. courtesy of Boon.. even though i have yet to seen them.. and Boon ... Thanks for the slippers... very very COMFORTABLE.... and nice to wear.. and ladies... i still owe u ur valentine's gift... let me get thru my work first and i will deliver it to you personally!*mel and June included*

yes... time now is 0104hrs in the bloody morning.... and after going for my rounds checking the camp security (psst...what joke? to let a bloody bitchy 20 yrs old boy look after one of the most important camp on the island).. and going back to work... piles and piles of them on my table waiting to be cleared... can't even find my phone under the whole pile... need to call and detect where it is....

tata and Oyasumi!

But before u sleep... think::One big one or three small ones

my choice: 3 small ones tsk tsk

what's the huge fuss over valentine's day? overpriced flowers, eateries, etc....

screw it... it's great to be single and celebrate with friends...

beat tired... been working late into the night for the past few weeks...

why am i doing it? i really dunno

need to relieve stress... work's killing me... and at this time, i am still in camp... Ridiculous how i wish i can swim in camp like boon... how i wish i can go sentosa and play on a weekday like rongz... HOW I WISH I AM NOT IN THE ARMY

fuck army.

sighz... hopefully tonite's Geylang can perk me up... babes and dudes! cheer me up!

After such a long time, finally went for some sports today.. one way to kill time and relieve stress too...After all, my workplace is a pressure cooker.. one that cannot stay for too long and must leave the office and have some fresh air...

hopefully... can have a good night of rest after the past few nights filled with nightmares and hallucinations... F-R-E-A-K-Y

on the train this morning (yes.. going to work)... then was listening to Class 95... and they were talking about culling... so rod has this song played:

Old Macdonald had a farm... Ee yar Ee yar Oh...
And on his farm he had some CROWS.. Ee yar Ee yar Oh...

And there i was.. laughing hysterically loud when they played the crow's CROAK... suddenly makes me think of Weiqiang... Bet people on the train must be thinking i am mad... who cares??

*just little things in life that makes u happy..* :)

So i went for the interview... and it turned out to be different. No longer is it a personal interview, but a group one.. and it was even a simulated case study discussion.

Lecturer (Oscar) was having a strong accent.. and i was trying hard to catch it... he asked me" So what's ur opinion?

Shit.... still trying to figure out what he was saying....

Eerr.. eer... i think it's negative.... *dumb struck* Errm... i think i will like to contest the view raised up by him.... And i said something.... and Oscar's reaction.... This is quite an interesting opinion

Think i did manage to impress him... but then will he penalise me for no answering his question? i really dunno. And the essay was okie... 3 topics... Take a coin out from your pocket and discuss its "image", All univeristies are trying to be excellent. Do u think it will lead to unhealthy competition? Why is it that individual articulation of political views not valued by Singaporeans?

I chose the 3rd one... and totally slammed singaporeans with the main point of SM Lee ruling with an iron fist when Singapore first started out and people are now in a comfort zone... think i went slightly out of point... but there's no right or wrong answer... so who cares....

Some how or rather... was telling mel that i am a bit skeptical abt going to SMU.. cos the people there are trying too hard to be cool (maybe that's my opinion and especially a newbie in a totally strange environment). And on the way home, Janice was telling me that SMU has changed.. with people starting to mug.... haha!! dunno how lah...

Let's hope all will turn out well... estimated time for the results to be out: Early March

pray hard and keeping my fingers crossed... and like what Sorra always does... Hush and dun jinxed it!

30...29...28 mins.... time to leave the house for my interview...

hopefully it will turn out well....

*crossing my fingers*...