Tuesday, September 27, 2005
going on a hiatus
What's the point of blogging when it's all sad news?
going on a hiatus while i picked up the pieces.
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Friday, September 23, 2005
i hate myself
i hate myself for being so
fucking arrogant
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Wednesday, September 21, 2005
digging my own grave
0830hrs
0830hrs classes are crazy, and i have them 4 days a week, C-O-N-T-I-N-U-O-S-L-Y.
Finding myself struggling to wake up every morning, especially when i dun even get to sleep by like 2200hrs is torturous.
i swear to myself:
no more 0830hrs classes for me unless BOSS fails me again
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Tuesday, September 20, 2005
so what is wrong with me?
I wonder what;s really wrong with me.
Been so freaking lethargic and slacking off in school. bad boy engteck, as many will tell me. you can point all your fingers and say why haven't i psych myself up to work harder, work smarter and work faster?
I tried.
Feeling really tired of the fact that most of my friends are away from me and all we can have are conversations online. and the fact that petrol prices have been rocketing doesn;t really help since i can actually drive down to PGP and look for tpl the froggie to tok cock all nite long.
Am i portraying such a sad and depressed front? been receiving smses from tpl asking me if i am alright, checking on me if i am fine. friends have been asking me oso if i am ok when i give monosyllabic answers online.
I'm alright.
just give me a ticket to fly to any part of the world (not certain countries though) and i will be happy.
and seriously, i dun even know what i am toking about.
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ok, i think i'm weird
While i can't wait to ORD abt 15 months ago, i am actually missing green and hanging out with my platoon mates.
haiz, the grass is always greener on the other side.
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Monday, September 19, 2005
2 more days to seeing 8
Seeing the girls in hk having so much fun makes me so wanna go over to hk like .....N-O-W. Well, it's just 91 more days.
School's getting busier, and hasn't been going very well. Work is taking a strain on me and i gotta start slacking at work. It just makes me realised how lucky i am when i didn;t have to work to earn my keep then and was just living off my parents.
Was in school today and watched probably the W-O-R-S-T cheer performance by our very own b***b*tic sapphires. all teh shreaking and little cutesy jumps didn't help and the worst of all, their moves were so nuah, their screams were so nuah, and their formation failed in the end - somebody fell on her back and the structure just collapsed. simply stated, the just suck
alritey, gotta head back to my books.
to my dear friend,
i'm glad we talked it over and you telling me the whole story. It wasn't easy for you, and maybe I was too forceful in wanting you to tell me. But nonetheless, i'm glad we talked through it and you have my best wishes.
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Tuesday, September 13, 2005
there are so many idiots in the world
who in the world flames somebody on the victim's friend's blog?
IDIOTS! LOSERS! COWARDS!
and if you idiots dare to comment even further in my comment box, i therefore put a curse on you.
if you are a girl: may u have boils in ur pussy and filled with pus, and never recoverable, and you will spread it to anyone u have sex with.
if you are a guy: may u have premature ejaculation and ur dick shrinks everytime u think of putting revenge on me or countering my curse.
if you are an animal (which i think u should be since you do not have a name to leave behind), hope u will remain an animal for the rest of ur subsequent reincarnations and be a useful thing to mankind. or maybe you should just be a pile of shit
DON'T YOU EVER MESS WITH ME
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i feel overworked
The first few weeks of school have been such a whirlwind that i hardly have time for me-time. Daily schedule revolves around work, school and home.
Working at Quidam and Esplanade has been a blast though, albeit the occasional swearing and cursing from irate customers who think they are the kings and queens of the world. Made some really nice and funny friends, and they hoover between esplanade and cirque too! woot!
School has been a bit sian, but generally it's fine though. And things are gonna start picking up speed and i guess i won;t be working in cirque that frequent anymore.
Somehow or rather, i must have been a cow/bull/ant/watever-animal-that-works-a-lot in my previous life. I am such a born workaholic and i like my life now - working every single minute and feeling the adrenlin rush.
However, last night, i suddenly felt overworked. And I thought to myself : why am i doing this to myself?
I have no answer
Instead, god(s) of all religions: please bestow me with the power to strive on!
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Monday, September 12, 2005
long overdue post
time for me to post a picture up after so long.
Jac flew off abt 3 weeks ago, and the gang (abt 1/4 of us) turned up at the airport at 6am to send her off.
man! we all look damn tired. cos we basically did convocation the night before.
starting to miss the gang already. all over the place, and school's so big and sparse that we evn hardly see each other unless we are in the same class.
miss you guys!
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Sunday, September 11, 2005
finally a double digit
99 days
to be exact, before i hop on to the plane to the land of the dim sum!
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