Tuesday, February 28, 2006
::to my best friend, june::
When i dialled the number for GownGarGownPya, it just hit me that she seems to be the only best friend i am left with. And all of a sudden, i realised we have known each other for 10 years. 10 freaking long years.
Seriously, friends come and go, and i have realised it over the years. All the childish things that we wrote in each other's autograph books are merely words, with no weight and promise in them. But miraculously, she has become my best friend for the past 10 years, albeit the pissing-off-each-other situation we had.
Right now, i feel alone. All so alone. Just me left here. June's moved over to her new place and i both happy and sad. Happy being that her business has taken off and she has a wonderful boyfriend taking care of her; sad because she is living so far away from me, and coming home is going to be so difficult.
Her moving away implies many more things. No more cab sharing when we go out late at night; no more meeting at tamako for meals. It is as though our memories together have been brought away with her moving.
Seeing her just now after such a long time, it was really nice. My love for her still remains very much the same over the years; and i hope we will be friends for the rest of our lives. This is especially poignant after working for the funeral service of the ex DPM and LKY mentioned that his friend couldn;t recognise him anymore when he went to visit him. This is a guy who have fought and battled with LKY in the founding years of SG. I likened june to him.
And this post is specially dedicated to you, my best friend. thanks for always being there for me. i love you.
. . . . . .
Friday, February 24, 2006
freaky kids
i have the weirdest of friends.
trust me. i do
Within a span of 10 mins, i have 2 beautiful friend telling me these:
sourmilk : i am trying to prevent myself from stabbing myself
chubblez: i dig the rubbish de
so now you know where i got my weird vibes from.
. . . . . .
Wednesday, February 15, 2006
homecooked food drought
Starting from tonite, i will be so deprived of homecooked food. even though it is just a simple meal of fried eggs and canned food.
bread shall be the replacement
. . . . . .
Tuesday, February 14, 2006
my latest fascination
Fly away - Corrine May
When will you be home?" she asks
as we watch the planes take off
We both know we have no clear answer
to where my dreams may lead
She's watched me as I crawled and stumbled
As a child, she was my world
And now to let me go, I know she bleeds
and yet she says to me
You can fly so high
Keep your gaze upon the sky
I'll be praying every step along the way
Even though it breaks my heart to know we'll be so far apart
I love you too much to make you stay
Baby fly away
Autumn leaves fell into spring time and
Silver-painted hair
Daddy called one evening saying
"We need you. Please come back"
When I saw her laying in her bed
Fragile as a child
Pale just like an angel taking flight
I held her as I cried
You can fly so high
Keep your gaze upon the sky
I'll be praying every step along the way
Even though it breaks my heart to know we'll be so far apart
I love you too much to make you stay
Baby fly away
old song, but watching her in concert brings back memories for this song.
sweet memories in fact.
. . . . . .
getting online freaks me out
This is definitely one email that i dun wish to receive and worst of all, share my photos with her.
Nonetheless, it's already week 7 in school, yet i am living as though it is week 3 or even earlier.Instead of doing assignments and having project discussions, this term seems to be so relaxing( or maybe i am just in denial to do any work) that it is kinda freaking me out.
However, what is freaking me out are the things that i am seeing on friendster. After not logging on for a super long time, i decided to log on yesterday during class as class was really boring and the worse being half the class was missing due to patron's day.
Looking through my friends' profiles were fun. Shocking as well. Found out some of my friends are already modelling when they didn't have the looks last time, some of them married and I wasn't even invited (not that i even want it cos got to give red packet), some friends are taking nude pictures of themselves, and my cousins having photos with their girlfriends that i think my auntie would not approve of.
XXXXXXX
Talk about being lucky. my friend got himself a sugar daddy. haha!! (i know you are reading this). feel happy for him lah... since he have had a really bad relationship the last time round, and he is actually happy now. so i am going to give him my blessings.
XXXXXXX
Talk about being weird. a friend( actually dun really consider him as a friend but he happens to be on my list for a weird reason) msg me last night and ask if i was free. Even though i was doing my assignment (more like playing scrabble online), i ask him what he wanted. Apparently, he was rejected when he went for the SI auditions and was feeling sad. At the same time, he was looking for people to comment on his voice. He didn't sing too badly (i heard it over the audio conversation on msn) but it was too husky and forceful to me.
Told him that it didn't work for me (suddenly the simon cowell in me stepped in) as it was too forceful and singing should be as natural as it can be. Furthermore, he sang a song that i had never heard before, so i couldn't tell him whether he was in sync, in pitch or any thing else.
Sensing he would have taken the hint from me to you know, stop singing, he msg me abt 15 mins later, asking for another chance for me to judge. His reason : he heard a lot of feedback in his earphone and thought that it might hinder the performance that he gave me.
i said i was busy.
what an eventful day.
. . . . . .
|
|
